for many many reasons. {i dont usually vent on DA, but today i feel the need}
1. i just found out that my moms cancer has come back. and i am scared.
2. my best friends little girl wont quit having seizures.
3. my husband hurt his leg and is in a cast.
4. my other best friend is sad, missing her mom, and cursing her boyfriend.
5. my nanna misses my pap.
6. i am sick, and all i wanted to do while i was off work was make art, but now i do not feel up to it.
sometimes i miss the days when i was a bit younger and things were so happy-go-lucky. but this is where i am at. i have to accept, be strong, and keep moving forward. i just cant